Suicide!

By Stanley Collymore 

Why is suicide generally frowned

upon and the person who has
committed it usually seen
as or even castigated and distinctively
sanctimoniously vilified by those who
rather arrogantly consider, and surely
even obviously clearly superciliously
see themselves as effectively much
better and basically clearly superior  
to everyone else; and, especially so
the individual who has consciously
taken his or her own life; obviously
furthermore literally embarking on
this condemnatory and irrefutably
vitriolic pursuit of theirs, evidently
without obviously, either knowing
the person involved or effectively
what specific causes they simply  
had for taking their life; generally
doing so, by virtue of the evident
means that they’ve determinedly
very voluntarily embarked upon?  
 
Not everyone that commits suicide
obviously does so because he or
she is mentally defective, very
inconsolably depressed; undoubtedly
desperately lonely; a sad casualty of
personal betrayal or unquestionably
unrequited love; as rather obviously
there are multiple reasons and very
often totally sound ones, why quite
sane and obviously clearly rational
persons consciously and evidently
wholeheartedly, embark on ending
their own lives. Evidently however,  
none of the above prevents loving
family members or naturally quite
close friends from crucially either
individually or else jointly seeking
to do everything that they literally
can, to persuasively convince the
individual concerned to rationally
desist from their deadly decision.
 
A decision that however honestly
viewed or seen from even the
most truly, good natured
outsider's point of view should likewise
equally, intelligently and also generally
essentially bear in mind the suicider's
own personal perspective, so relative
to this obviously lethal step that they
are effectively on the verge of taking.
Specifically when it's a decision that
is logically thoughtfully, distinctively
honestly; irrefutably, knowledgeably
independently and truly undertaken
unquestionably without any kind of
coercive action truly engaged in by
on the part of anyone else! And so
as a clear personal and similarly a
rather poignant and crucially valid
decision, that's obviously about to
actually take place, that individual
should undoubtedly be absolutely
respected, and equally also not in
any way, be very contemptuously,
arrogantly or cruelly patronizingly
noxiously castigated by anybody!
 
(C) Stanley V. Collymore
16 July 2023.
 
 
Author's Remarks:  
Suicide is a condition that evokes different kinds of emotions even with people expressly of the same culture or ethnicity. In the West it’s often regarded as a sign of personal failure on the part of those who carry it out, unless they’re actually odious criminals, murderers, paedophiles and the like who fully aware that the law of the land has finally and quite inevitably caught up with them, in order to avoid lengthy prison sentences or the death penalty in those countries that still have it, as the blatant cowards they effectively are, they top themselves rather than courageously face justice by allowing the state and the people or their relatives that they’ve egregiously wronged experience the real justice of seeing them justifiably being dealt with.
 
Others, on the other hand, who’ve lived a long or even a short but most rewarding and constructive life might conscionably decide to take their own life personally or thorough an agency or organization that specializes in euthanasia, either because they fittingly believe they’ve contributed everything that they possibly can in this life and therefore their continued presence here is extraneous at best to the ongoing needs of the society they’re ensconced in; or else the physical pain, discomfort and medical trouble they’re occasioning far outweigh in disadvantage terms the actual continuance of them living any longer.
 
Meanwhile, in my ancestral homeland of Barbados suicide creates no psychological or physical problems for us as a people and a Nation; primarily so because from birth we’re consciously and reverentially taught about the odious barbarities of the Transatlantic Slave Trade which was inaugurated in Barbados by Sephardic Jews ably assisted by their Arab counterparts and our own Black House Niggers; similarly too the onerous ravages of colonialism and the bestial manner and utterly, sickening sub-human ways in which our Black Race for centuries was continuously ill-treated – remnants of that behaviour still persist in diverse forms in the 21st Century – by the white Caucasian savages: both male and female, who nevertheless  and to this very day most ludicrously and ironically, even though they themselves were undoubtedly the actual last elements of, in their case, supposedly Homo sapiens to effectively emerge on Earth, but nevertheless see and wholly regard themselves as being superior to every other race that exists or those whom they butchered into oblivion, but most specifically so our Black Race.
 
And returning to the issue of the Transatlantic Slave Trade, these Sephardic Jews that started it were refugees who after the Spanish and Portuguese had kicked the Arab invaders and their protectors out of the Iberian Peninsula fled to Brazil while it was temporarily under Dutch control. However, when the Portuguese regained control of that country these Sephardic Jews were given their marching orders and summarily kicked out of Brazil; a state of affairs that was further exacerbated by the fact that no country in the region, and lands then were controlled either by Portugal or largely Spain, with the exception of Barbados which was a self-governing British colony, wouldn't have them. What we now know as North America didn’t come into the equation as no one in Europe knew of its existence so they couldn’t go there either.
 
Consequently, it was Barbados that welcomed them in and gave them refuge, a benevolence that these bastards repaid by what they odiously and savagely did requisite to the initiation and control of the Transatlantic Slave Trade itself from Barbados. While in Brazil these Sephardic Jews had learnt from the indigenous Amerindians there of the usage and value of what would subsequently become world renowned as the sugar cane; and when they were forcibly evicted from Brazil these Sephardic Jews took some of these cane plants to Barbados with them. The soil and conditions in Barbados were ideal for the growing, massively of the sugar cane and the production of sugar, molasses and subsequently Rum, which was invented in Barbados. The oldest Rum in the world, and which still exists today, is Mount Gay Rum; invented by Black Barbadians. The sugar, molasses and Rum made Barbados very wealthy, and Britain as well as these Sephardic Jews profited handsomely from it; a process that transferred an impoverished off-shore European island called Britain into the global Empire that it became.
 
Thousands flocked to Barbados to make their fortune and these Sephardic Jews who controlled the industry and subsequently the Transatlantic Slave Trade until they relinquished the latter to the instituted Royal African Company which took over the monopoly of the Slave trade and was owned by the British monarchical family with Queen Elizabeth the First its controller but had agents like the one in Bristol whose statute was toppled a couple of years back, as her agents. White’s though couldn’t cope with the hard work and the scorching sun and so these Sephardic Jews in order to maintain their enormous profits petitioned the self-governing Barbados Parliament to have kidnapped Blacks from Africa, slaves in effect, brought into Barbados to cultivate these sugar plantations. The Barbados Parliament formed in 1639, just a few years, 1627 to be exact, after Barbados was usurped as an English colony, and is the second oldest in the world after the House of Commons – there was no entity then called Britain far less so a United Kingdom that didn’t exist either, just England – morally and politically turned down the request of these Sephardic Jews, who, with money being their God, turned directly to England and the English Parliament, the monarchy and the aristocracy for their support which they overwhelmingly got. Significantly they quite wholeheartedly approved! These Sephardic Jews then went to the Middle East and using their Arab friends there got them to be their errand boys who happily kidnapped these Blacks and had them transhipped to Barbados and over the years from there subsequently to other Caribbean and neighbouring regions including North America. So wealthy did these Sephardic Jews become that when North American was later opened up for exploitation the overwhelming majority of them moved there. Barbados has more authentic and contemporaneous records on these issues than England or Britain does, and our people see these, our kids are aware of them too as they’re taught in schools and university and even Jews from North America routinely come down to Barbados to trace their ancestry and learn the real facts about themselves. The oldest synagogue in the entire region: the Caribbean Islands, North, Central and South America is in Barbados, and it’s long been made an international heritage site and one officially recognized by the United Nations.
 
I’ve mentioned all of that because there is no such educating of whites in their schools or higher education about these facts; moreover there’s the ignorance that prevails that Slavery is in the past, no white alive was responsible for it and all the other tosh that is used to evade the issue; but it doesn’t stop the likes of David Cameron, his wife Samantha and others milking the same Transatlantic Slave Trade financially, as the descendants of slave owners, who despite being paid in today’s terms billions of Pounds Sterling for having to give up their slaves: the slaves got nothing, neither did their children, relatives or descendants, but the likes of David and Samantha do, yet they weren’t slave owners, but in effect today’s descendants of slave owners. Meanwhile as Yids – and I’m being deliberately derogatory here – and they’re Church of England when it suits their purpose but European “Jews” when it similarly does, they get compensation too from the Germans under the Wiedergutgemachen Scheme that compensates the victims of the European holocaust, but only if they classify as “Jews”; nothing for the far greater millions of Gypsies, the so-called Rhineland Niggers: effectively mixed raced French citizens or other victims of that same European holocaust, simply “Jews”, most of whom won’t know what the inside of a synagogue looks like, and who are as fictional Semites as they are Jews, since in reality terms the overwhelming majority of them are undoubtedly Zionists, who aren’t religious in the slightest manner.
 
But what pisses me off is that while these clowns are milking it from both sides, the Transatlantic Slave Trade and the German Compensation Scheme, they’re the same people along with their lowlife scum white followers who’re diametrically opposed to even an apology let alone any actual or realistic compensation being paid to Blacks for the odious and egregious treatment our people received for neigh on FIVE centuries; not a 1933-45 situation as is honestly the case of the European holocaust and with these European Jews, and moreover in marked contrast to the Transatlantic Slave Trade most ironically started by and massively profited from by Jews for centuries and where multi-millions of our Black people quite savagely and rather barbarically callously lost their lives and identities in our own definitive Holocausts! Yet the only bloody holocaust we sickeningly keep hearing about and which apparently matters is the European one, 12 years at most, and the only victims fucking Jewish ones, when in fact there were far more non-Jewish ones! And that’s why I have nothing but utter contempt for the likes of David Cameron and his wife; Tom Bauer, who anglicized his name to Bower, Gordon Brown who thinks that slavery was the best thing that ever happened to Black people, and all the other white Caucasian scum who not only oppose compensation for our people, but are diametrically opposed to non-whites and Niggers especially living in Britain, where our wealth is hoarded, yet these prized cunts see no problem in their kind infesting Australia, New Zealand, Canada, and the USA to the obvious detriment of the indigenous people there who don’t have any say in the running or control of their own indigenous countries. And then these fucking racist whites, so cowardly that they can't even honestly own their God damned racism, have the bloody gall to say that no white who's living now was or is responsible for slavery. Likewise, most Germans living weren't responsible for or even born during the so-called European holocaust, but yet they're the ones forking out for the massive Wiedergutmachen Compensation Scheme that runs into several billions of Pounds and Carrie's on indefinitely even though the war ended in 1945 and the overwhelming majority of any "Jews" directly affected are long dead;; but I don't hear these odious, racist mother fuckers complaining about that. And clearly anyone with a functioning and conscionable working brain knows why; European "Jews" and their kin are white while the descendants of the Transatlantic Slave Trade are perceived as worthless Niggers! Typical of these odious, kiss-me-ass, intellectually challenged, barbaric and discernibly toxically verminous lowlife, white hypocritical scum.
 
In conjunction with all of the aforementioned we’re also again from birth, and as Bajans, likewise throughout out schooling and university education told of the multiple and incredible sacrifices our enforcedly enslaved ancestors consciously, willingly and meritoriously made - unlike our odious House Niggers who have always collaborated with our mutual, white enemies right up to the present moment as I write - to absolutely ensure that our people survived. Our Black women particularly so, especially after the wholesale and officially sanctioned emasculation of our Black menfolk. Yet for all that our Black male and female ancestors strove on to ensure that our race survived; and bully for them, it has!
 
And as a morally, consciously committed and as well as a deeply religious Nation, we Bajans have pledged to ourselves and similarly ensured though logical persuasion, but never coercion, that those of us who are alive today should be eternally grateful to all our preceding Black Heroes. Those like Bussa: Barbados’ premier celebrated Hero; proudly, publicly and enthusiastically revered; and in conjunction too with all the others over those five centuries, whose multifarious efforts ensured that those of us who are currently here as well as those generations of Bajans that take our place when we’re gone will be eternally proud of the legacy they’ve been left and have a similar devotion to our Black Race and country Barbados. Consequently, it’s against that backdrop that Bajans don’t contemplate or commit suicide. For to do so would be a devastating assault on, as well as a sickening disregard for not only the memories but likewise all that our meritorious and courageous ancestors consciously did to ensure that the likes of myself and numerous others could be here. And who honestly would like to abrogate, disregard or ignore what each and every one of them has personally done? Not this Bajan or any other one for that matter I can assure you.
 
And utilizing the Motto of my Barbadian Grammar School, the Alleyne School: founded in 1785, and the second oldest grammar school; not only in Barbados but across the Caribbean and the entire Americas - the oldest one Harrison's College is also in Barbados - that school motto of the Alleyne School which has shaped the lives of all who passed through that institution over the several years, and is still influential today as it always has been, is: ”ALIIS NON SIBI” – For others not ourselves; and adequately sums up the nature and character of us Bajans.